I want you to know I don’t plan on jumping ship? I don’t know how the new policy will play out or anything. But I’ve been with tumblr far to long to give it up, no matter what happens. So have no fear of me disappearing :3.

But it just needs to be shared. I moved to Colorado with my dad because I had lived in the city for 29 years, and developed such severe anxiety it’s difficult for me to do anything. To explain a bit, today I went to the market to go thanksgiving shopping and there was so many people and it was so stressful I ended up having a panic attack. Here I live in the middle of nowhere, I still have to go into the city to go to the market, but where I live now it’s such a small town my anxiety levels have thankfully dropped. But where I’m going with this is, moving here has helped me see that there is kind people out there. After the troublesome day I had I came home and just wanted to relax. But we got a knock on the door, I was thinking the worst because back in the city no one ever came to your door unless it was like a cop or something. But no, it was a Neighbor. He handed me an 11 pound turkey and said “Here, from our family to yours, happy thanksgiving.” I honestly didn’t think people like that existed. That was one of the kindest things I’ve ever seen and I just need to post this here because honestly, the world needs more kindness.

I’m sorry for not updating, or answering asks. I’m super sick right now, I have been for days and it doesn’t seem to be letting up. My throat is sore, my voice is gone. I’m congested so badly my head weighs more than I do. So I’ve been staying in bed. I’ll get to doing stuff again when I feel better. Even the toddler stuff hairs were done while sick, so I bet the download isn’t perfect. Anyway, thanks for sticking with me through my absence.